Chapter 1168: Don't Want to Suffer for a Lifetime

of guilt. 。"You don't like Dad's girlfriend that much, huh" It took Qiao Shunchen a while before he spoke to the two children. 。"Daddy, in our hearts there's only one mommy, and mommy is the best wo...Qin Jingwen heard Qiao Shunchen's answer and smiled wryly. 。To be precise, we have never had a drink alone. It was either someone bothering us or constant harassing phone calls. 。Finally, we made it through everything, and the child doesn't even give us a chance. 。“ Qin Jingwen thought about it and felt a pang of sadness. She wasn't even drunk, but the sourness made her want to cry. ” 。Everything she remembered, Qiao Shunchen forgot. 。Qin Jingwen is now very curious, wondering how Qiao Shunchen forgot how they got together. 。This journey has been so difficult, and finally we're together without any obstacles, yet some people don't cherish it, and some have already started to forget. 。If I had known this would happen, I shouldn't have been together in the first place. Then the child wouldn't have to worry all day. 。"It's good that everything from the past is over, and now we can secretly go out and meet without the kids knowing." 。"As long as you want to drink, I'll drink with you" 。Jo Shunchen didn't dare to mention past matters; every time he did, he felt even more guilty toward Qin Jingwen. 。He swore to Qin Jingwen that he would make amends, but the reality wasn't as good as his words. He didn't see how happy Qin Jingwen truly was. 。I hope so. 。"Come on, you're not feeling a headache from the alcohol anymore, let's have a drink together." 。" Qin Jingwen raised her cup but forced a smile, the bitterness in her heart could only be felt by this fiery liquor. 。Her wish, in fact, was a kind of expectation, but also a kind of uncertainty. 。I hope they won't encounter any obstacles in the future, but I have no guarantee that this hope will come true. 。"Let's take a sip together, slowly and without rushing." 。" Joe Shun-chen accompanied Qin Jingwen to drink a sip, put down the wine glass and helped Qin Jingwen clip vegetables, and also helped Qin Jingwen peel garlic" 。You said that eating barbecue without garlic is soulless. 。

Here you go, I've already peeled it for you.

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Thanks!

Qin Jingwen's thanks wasn't just for peeling the garlic, it was also for Qiao Shunchen remembering her few words and one of her habits. " 。"Eat more, you must be hungry." 。" Qiao Shunchen reminded, just afraid Qin Jingwen was hungry. 。"You eat too, there's so much I can't finish by myself." 。"Qin Jingwen also cared about Qiao Shunchen, hoping that Qiao Shunchen would always be like he was now, only guarding her and only caring about her "

Joe Shun-chen didn't respond to Qin Jingwen, his mind racing on how to say what he wanted to say, and how to explain it so that Qin Jingwen wouldn't be angry. 。However, he never said it, afraid that saying it would affect Qin Jingwen's appetite. 。Thus, the two people's barbecue this time was still quite harmonious. 。Although Qin Jingwen also had a lot she wanted to say, she successfully held back. 。After the snack was finished, the ride-hailing driver sent Qin Jingwen and Qiao Shunchen back home. 。The car stopped in the parking space outside the gate, and the driver left. 。After Qin Jingwen got out of the car, she wanted to go home directly, but Qiao Shunchen stopped her. 。"The air is very comfortable tonight, let's go for a walk." 。“I feel a bit dizzy, can I go home” Qin Jingwen was too tired, too drunk to even have the mood or energy to walk around with Qiao Shunchen at the moment..."Just for a while, it's okay..." 。"At this point, Qiao Shunchen had already walked to Qin Jingwen's side and reached out to take her hand. 。"Just a moment, I have something to tell you." 。" Joe Shun-Chen said as he pulled Qin Jingwen's hand toward the park not far away. " 。Under the lamppost by the tree-lined path, Qiao Shunchen held Qin Jingwen's hand, feeling particularly warm and happy. 。He enjoyed this feeling, the enjoyment of wanting to give up everything and only keep his beloved woman and children. 。"Isn't there something you want to say " 。Qin Jingwen broke the silence. 。Although she is enjoying the current leisure, she doesn't know when she can go home and sleep. 。 Okay, I'll tell them right away. 。"

Warm Warm, actually I have been hiding some things from you

Today I want to be clear with you, and tell you everything I have been hiding. 。“ Qiao Shunchen wasn't hesitating. The current opportunity was already very suitable. If he didn't speak up, Qin Jingwen's heart would continue to ache.” 。"There's no need, you have your reasons for wanting to hide it..." "There is a need, hiding it makes me uncomfortable..." 。"His heart ached, it was real. From the moment he started hiding the truth, Qiao Shunchen had felt indebted, even afraid to look into Qin Jingwen's clear and bright eyes. 。Qin Jingwen remained silent. His secrecy made him uncomfortable, but had he ever considered how agonizing it was for her 。"Winnie, the first time I received a treatment from Ko Dan alone, it was me who told Ko Dan not to tell you..." 。I want to ask Coach K (or maybe a close friend), what my feelings for that girl are really about. 。"I'm afraid that if you knew about this, it would upset you. I was worried you'd overthink it, so I kept it from you." 。"I'm sorry I didn't say hello to you earlier, in the future..." "How did Kou Dan diagnose your feelings for that girl"Qin Jingwen knew Qiao Shunchen was going to make promises again, so she cut him off. 。His guarantee held no hope for Qin Jingwen, nor any binding force for himself. Therefore, it could only be said as a satire. 。He said I like that girl, at least it should be a crush. 。This is the time when Qiao Shunchen should just be honest. 。However, such honesty can be omitted because it is the most hurtful. 。Although Qin Jingwen had already guessed this possibility, hearing it from Qiao Shunchen's mouth was still like a sharp knife scraping her bones. 。"What did Kou Dan tell you" Qin Jingwen didn't continue what she had just said, she was just wondering why Qiao Shunchen suddenly explained 。“Yes, she told me " 。" Joe Shunchen continued to admit 。"If she doesn't tell him, will you still explain it to me" This was Qin Jingwen's most important concern. If Ke Dan didn't speak up, Qiao Shunchen would never realize she already knew about this, and he would never explain it to her. 。That means he wanted to keep it a secret for his whole life, but now that it's been exposed, he has to explain himself. What's the point of that anymore 。“I... might not explain, or I might.” 。"

Qiōng Shunchen wasn't sure how he would feel, but he knew he would feel especially indebted to Qian Jingwen in the future.

" 。"Then there's no need to explain, continue to hide if you want, my feelings don't matter." 。Qin Jingwen could no longer think of a better way to deal with Qiao Shunchen's helplessness. 。She seemed to feel that such an explanation was like adding salt to her unhealed wounds. 。If it's not from the heart, if it's forced, then it's meaningless. 。"Go home, I want to sleep." 。Qin Jingwen had thought that drinking some alcohol would help her relax, but she hadn't even relaxed yet when, during a particularly frustrating moment, 。"Wenwen, I'm sorry " 。Just as Qin Jingwen was about to turn and leave, Qiao Shunchen pulled her back with a force, pulling her into his arms. 。The moment Qin Jingwen turned around, he saw the disappointment in her eyes, and the giving up within them. 。 Qiao Shunchen most didn't want to see was such a Qin Jingwen 。"Sorry, I didn't do well enough. I will try harder next time." 。Please keep going, don't give up on me. 。You should love life and be full of hope for me too. 。" I can't leave me, can't disappoint me " 。"No matter what you saw or heard, feel free to ask me when you get home." 。This is your right, you can interfere with anything I do. 。" Jo Shunchun sadly said, he was really afraid, very afraid, so afraid that his heart trembled. 。If Qin Jingwen leaves without a trace of attachment, what will he hold onto to go on What will he use to mend his missing heart 。I promise you today, I'll throw away that phone with the photos. I'll give the order, and from now on, we won't look for her anymore. 。he was upset, she wouldn't tell us. She would vent to Qiao Shunchen instead. 。Su Qin comforted Ye Wen, but didn't say what she was thinking. 。How could I not be anxious You know how eagerly I've been...