Chapter 1413: A Lifetime of Guilt

t be so worried and want to study abroad with her. 。Because she was worried about Qin Jingyi, her aunt didn't object when the decision was made. 。I don't actually want Jing Yi to be too capable, I do...But you have to be mentally prepared, even if you and Qiao Shunchen clear up the misunderstanding, there's still a possibility of breaking up. After all, after going through so much, the distance between you has already grown. 。"Even if you're not together, you have to accept the facts. When that time comes, we'll all help you get custody, and you and your child can start over." 。Tang Danni had to give an early warning, for fear that something unforeseen would hit Qin Jingwen again. 。"Yeah, you better be prepared mentally." 。Now misunderstandings can be easily spread, and Joe Shun-chen wouldn't possibly make things difficult for you. 。The worst outcome is that you and your child are together, but it doesn't affect the happiness of your family of three. 。Xue Yao was certain that Qiao Shunchen wouldn't make things difficult for Qin Jingwen. As long as Qiao Shunchen didn't constantly cause trouble for her, Qin Jingwen's life would be bright and peaceful. 。And from now on, don't ever say such things about a person like that. Even if there was no Qiao Shunchen, even if Qin Jingyi was part of the Qiao family, you still have us! 。We can be more than just best friends, we can also be like sisters. 。Xue Yao and Tang Dani probably can't feel Qin Jingwen's feelings the way ordinary people do. Their relationship has long transcended that of girlfriends or even good friends. 。“Good, I'll remember that. With you guys around, I definitely won't do anything stupid.” 。With this kind of friendship, she would never understand the depth of this feeling even if she were to make foolish decisions in her next life. 。I'll think it over carefully. No matter what happens between Joe Shunchen and me in the future, as long as the child is with me, I still have the motivation to keep going. 。"Actually, Qin Jingwen's internal injuries haven't fully recovered yet, and her emotional changes couldn't happen so quickly. " 。She is still negative and unable to face everything. 。She just couldn't bring herself to speak, she didn't want to worry her friends any more. She already felt so guilty and had no idea how to make amends. 。"As long as you have this determination, there are some things that only you can face. We can only stand behind you and cheer you on." 。With Qin Jingwen's attitude, Tang Danni's heart relaxed a little. 。...I just don't understand why Qiao Shunchen hasn't arrived yet. ... 。"It's so nice to have you all. " 。Qin Jingwen's heart was warm. Even without Qiao Shunchen's company, she could still feel the sunshine, and that was happiness too. 。 Xue Yao and Tang Danni stayed with Qin Jingwen in the hospital all night. Although she still had nightmares this night, the frequency was significantly reduced, and her sleep quality improved considerably. 。The most important thing is that she doesn't have a fever, that's a good start. 。When Qin Jingwen woke up in the morning, it was already nine o'clock. By this time, Tang Danni and Xue Yao had both gone home. In the hospital were Qin Lan and Qin Jingyi. 。"Wenwen, you're awake. Are you feeling alright" Qin Lan asked softly, her eyes filled with unconcealed guilt. 。"No, I'm fine." 。" Auntie, I'm sorry I worried you. " 。"This was her first face-to-face encounter with her aunt after she found out the truth. Seeing her aunt reminded her of her parents, and she thought about how she had become an orphan. 。"Silly child, it's Auntie's fault. Auntie made you take on responsibilities that weren't yours to bear." 。" I'm sorry, Auntie. I'm sorry to you, and I'm sorry to your parents" 。Qin Lan's heart had already shattered. When Qin Jingwen said sorry, she couldn't hold back the tears anymore and sobbed uncontrollably. She hugged Qin Jingwen tightly, crying out in pain. 。"No, Auntie, don't say that like that" 。" Qin Jingwen's heart was already sour, and when her aunt cried, she couldn't help but sob. 。"Your parents raised my child very well, and I hurt their child." 。It shouldn't be you jumping off the building, it should be your aunt. 。" Qin Lan was filled with remorse. Qin Jingwen jumped from the building but was saved, and she still had a chance to speak. If Qin Jingwen disappeared from this world, she wouldn't be able to live either. " 。"Don't say that to your aunt, you're not wrong, she's a victim too." 。"

The one who understood Auntie the most was Qin Jingwen, whom she had loved deeply. They were both right; they just didn't handle the boundaries of love well and didn't restrain their hearts.

" 。The uncle and nephew embraced each other, tears streaming down their faces like a rushing spring. Qin Jingyi, though she had remained silent all along, clearly shared in the grief with her sister. Tears welled up in her eyes as well. 。"Sister, don't cry" 。Your body hasn't recovered yet, crying constantly will make you faint. 。Qin Jingyi walked to her sister's side and hugged her shoulder, comforting her. 。"Sis, no matter who my mother is or what my last name is, I'm your real sister." 。You are not alone, you are not an orphan, the road ahead is still ours together, and you will still take care of me. 。For so many years, Qin Jingyi’s greatest fear has been losing her sister. 。Even though her true identity brought her many relatives, her sister was still the person she cared about most. 。Qin Jingwen couldn't say anything at this moment, she just moved from her aunt's embrace to her sister's. 。Tears still streamed, and I was moved by Qin Jingyi's words. 。But that kind of loneliness didn't disappear. 。"No more crying, Wenwen isn't crying anymore" 。Such things will never happen again. 。Qin Lan comforted, still feeling guilty. 。This feeling of guilt towards Qin Jingwen may exist for a lifetime. 。Qin Jingwen, comforted by her aunt and Jingyi, finally eased her emotions and tears gradually stopped. 。"Jìng Yí, do not resent your aunt, do not hate her for not growing up with you " 。Just as she stopped crying, Qin Jingwen began to persuade Qin Jinyi. 。"Sis, let's talk about these things later. You should focus on getting better." 。Qin Jingyi was avoiding this question. She wasn't ready yet, and didn't know what capacity she should continue to interact with her aunt in. 。"Avoiding doesn't solve problems, sister, like I told you before," 。"How could Qin Jingwen not see that her younger sister, Qin Jingyi, was avoiding this topic After all, she'd watched Qin Jingyi grow up." 。However, since things were so clear, Qin Jingwen thought it was better to speak up sooner rather than later. After all, her aunt and Uncle Qiao had been waiting for half their lives. 。"Jingyi, you've never been in love and don't understand the helplessness and selfless giving in a relationship." 。It was because your aunt loved Uncle Joe so much that she decided to have you. 。Because I love you and want to give you a complete home, I left you with your parents. 。"She just asked you, after all these years, aren't you very happy" Qin Jingyi tried to persuade her with a few words, hoping to get Qin Jingyi to accept her aunt and Uncle Qiao sooner, but some things couldn't be changed no matter what. 。"I'm so happy, I'm happier than all the other children." 。"She answered that very thoughtfully." 。Even after the parents were gone, her older sister still didn't let her lose the feeling of happiness and loved her just as much as their parents did. 。"Then if you follow your unmarried aunt, wouldn't you miss out on the feeling of complete happiness" Qin Jingwen continued to press. 。"mm 。Qin Jingyi thought about it, and indeed, as her sister said 。At that time, the Qiao family's attitude was very firm, even knowing that her existence would probably be unacceptable 。Even if she accepts, it would still be raising her in the Qiao family and not giving her a complete home. 。Without a complete family, without parents who love her dearly, how could there be twenty years of happiness 。"That's right, that's why your aunt left you with your parents." 。You indeed concealed the truth, yet you lived a happy life for over two decades. 。" If your parents had not left, if this thing was buried forever, you would have been happy your whole life. " 。"

Understand, Auntie and Uncle Qiao are so old..." 。Give them a chance to love you, give them a chance to be parents, and give them a chance to love each other. 。Qin Jingwen's ultimate goal is to have Qin Jingyi integrate into the Qiao family, making her support Uncle Qiao and Aunt Qiao in rekindling their romance, allowing her to continue living happily as their daughter. 。"Sister, although I've never been in love, I understand the helplessness of love." 。I... don't object to them continuing to love each other, but I can't accept the change in roles for now. 。Give me some time, I'll do my best. 。Sister's painstaking persuasion, Qin Jingyi couldn't refuse even if she didn't want to accept it. 。But she really couldn't fulfill her parents' love as a daughter. In her subconscious, her parents were still those parents who had passed away. 。"Okay, sister, I'll give you time. Just take your time." 。Such a result had already made Qin Jingwen very pleased. 。As long as Qin Jingyi doesn't object, she will gradually integrate and change over time. 。"You don't need to worry about my affairs, I'm not with Qiao Liang anymore, and I'll continue to live with you. " 。"These little messes of mine have caused you pain, have caused you harm." 。I can't continue to hurt you with this. 。"We're still following the original plan, the case will be over soon, and Wenwen's body is also recovering. We'll leave here together when the time comes." 。Qin Jingyi had loosened up, but Qin Lan didn't want to accept their concessions. She didn't want her own affairs to affect anyone. 。"Aunt, if you're going to think and say this, then the pain that Qingyi and I are experiencing isn't worth anything or doesn't matter at all." 。We did so much, including me choosing to jump off a building to end all of this, wasn't it all just hoping for your happiness in the second half of your life 。“ Qin Jingwen started to plead with her aunt again, nagging and persuading her. " 。She knew very well about her aunt's feelings for Uncle Joe and really wished they could be happy together. 。"Auntie, you've been running away for twenty years, wasting your youth." 。

So, what's the result We still have to face it. We still meet again.

"This is fate between you and Uncle Joe, you can't escape it, and you can't back down for any reason. 。This time, you laid your hearts bare and communicated thoroughly, giving each other a chance and finding a place for future happiness. 。" Qin Jingwen spared no effort for everyone, and to her aunt, she must have put even more thought into it. " 。

Hello, Auntie. She is happy now, and only when Auntie is good to Jingyi can she feel happiness.

"I support my sister's point of view. I have never opposed you finding a boyfriend from the beginning, and I still don't oppose it now." 。“ Qin Jingyi also quickly made her attitude clear. She wasn't angry about her aunt's love, but her status. 。“I…”Qin Lan wanted to speak but hesitated. However, Qin Jingwen knew what she was worried about 。"Auntie, you and I are in the same situation" 。We only need to keep our mindset calm and just prepare for the worst-case scenario. 。Just let it go, don't overthink it. 。" Didn't you just say that we could still continue with the previous plan That's our worst-case scenario, isn't it 。Qin Jingwen knew that her aunt was worried, just as she was, about not being able to fit in with the Qiao family and worrying that the Qiao family didn't even intend to accept them. 。So their plan remained on standby, just in case they needed a fallback option. 。Qin Jingwen's persuasion had a certain effect, Qin Lan didn't refuse. 。Qin Lan could feel the child's sincerity. If she insisted on pushing back, she was afraid of letting down the child's earnest efforts. 。She was happy, and the children watching were also joyful. With someone to rely on and someone to shield her, the children could confidently go out and seek their own happiness. 。For over twenty years, she waited with love, also giving herself a chance, an explanation for her dedication over the past two decades. 。w can we solve this"“If Qin Lan doesn’t get over this, won’t the past twenty years of our waiting have been for nothing.”While waiting, Qiao Liang sought Zhou Zhi's opinionI want him to help me strate...